I think that I have taken my sadness, and drawn closer to people that I needed. I hope I’m helping them as well.


I’m going to keep telling myself I’m ok.


Things I want to do.

Work on my script.
Put some work into my next mixtape. Like actual music editing.
Design my website.
Buy new business cards
Make friends with some guys.
Hang out with people I love.

Things I have to do.
Edit videos alone in my room.
Work at a restaurant to try and pay bills
Be a decent human being.
Remember I’m here for a reason.


What I’m really afraid of is running into you again. 


Send me butts

Anonymous butts.
Buttz


It’s about 1am

I have some thoughts and I lost my shorts somewhere along the way to my bed.

Lying to yourself is a beautiful thing. In like incepting your own mind. I’m trying to be positive. I’m trying to smile. I’m trying to be friendly.

I just got tired of crying in my bed or on the train or just in general. I noticed that about myself, I get tired of certain emotions and drop them.

I don’t know the boy ( I wanted to say man but who are we kidding!) who came here four months ago. He just came at a bad time. Full of emotions he couldn’t control. Being just broken for a while.

I look at that boy and then look at myself. I’m not him and he isn’t me. We aren’t the same person. We are individuals with different views of our lives.

I still see him when I look in the mirror. With those sad eyes. I just smile because I think that will help. Help him realize that he won’t be that boy forever.

That boy will learn that being broken doesn’t last. Being broken is a prelude to something beautiful and grand. Being broken means you need to fix yourself.


staff:

Today’s the day. The day you help save the internet from being ruined.

Ready? 

Yes, you are, and we’re ready to help you.

(Long story short: The FCC is about to make a critical decision as to whether or not internet service providers have to treat all traffic equally. If they choose wrong, then the internet where anyone can start a website for any reason at all, the internet that’s been so momentous, funny, weird, and surprising—that internet could cease to exist. Here’s your chance to preserve a beautiful thing.)


Acceptance.


becausewhynoteathumans:

im really fucking sarcastic for someone who’s about to start crying most of the time

(via taintedbyhumanity)


I’ve been asking people for advice.

Everyone is telling me the same thing in different ways.

It’s done. You’ll be fine. Be sad. Enjoy the time. Learn from it. Remember it. 

at least i’m writing again